For as long as I can remember, I have had an enemy.
This is it.
I hate the scale, I hate what it tells me, I hate what it makes me think about myself.
I also know that I am the only one who can do anything about changing it. So, I have decided to go on a diet. Again. Here are my first thoughts from my newest blog...
"I have done the diet thing so many times now it just makes me sad. The most successful I've ever been was when I did weight watchers about 4 years ago. Paying the money and going every week was good for me, but I got lazy. And gained a lot of the weight back. I am back to the point now where I hate my body and I hate the way I look, so something has to change. I have decided to do weight watchers again; I am just going to try and do it myself. I am also going to put $5 in an envelope every week until I lose all the weight I want. At the end of that time, I am going to buy my new body something wonderful.
My husband is very encouraging in this, and that's probably the only way I could do it. He loves me like I am, I know that, but I want to look and feel my best for him. I have decided to do this blog separately from my personal blog, because I want to focus on what I eat, why I eat it, and what exercise I do, as well.
Please feel free to leave notes of encouragement or let me know your "diet" secrets!
Here's to a thinner, healthier me! (Imagine toasting with water, because water is ZERO points)."
I will be recording the ups and downs of this battle there. To the victor go the spoils!